Recovering....
Came back from MIE222 midterm...it was mechanics of solids...
I never felt soo stupid in my whole life. I looked at the test paper and thought "Man this is gonna be an easy midterm"...I looked at the questions and knew what I was expected to do....the only thing is when I started to do everything...I realized that I didn't know enough....I kept getting stuck...I couldn't do one question....
I left that midterm feeling awful....I knew that it was an easy midterm...for those WHO UNDERSTOOD the material....well for myself...I didn't understand it enough...
It feels like I have been kicked down again and again when it comes to school...this term has just been really rough...I'm learning a lot...but when it comes to proving what I know...I can't do it...
On the subway...I just didn't know what to do....I had so much rushing through my head...and then...I just decided to take out my bible....I read many versus on dealing with feeling like there's no more hope...or losing confidence....I came to this one:
Psalm 42
BOOK II : Psalms 42-72 1
As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My [c] soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon-from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me-
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
"Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?"
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
I felt better after reading this...that I should just keep trusting...and if I am supposed to be in engineering...with me persevering and trusting...things will work out
I never felt soo stupid in my whole life. I looked at the test paper and thought "Man this is gonna be an easy midterm"...I looked at the questions and knew what I was expected to do....the only thing is when I started to do everything...I realized that I didn't know enough....I kept getting stuck...I couldn't do one question....
I left that midterm feeling awful....I knew that it was an easy midterm...for those WHO UNDERSTOOD the material....well for myself...I didn't understand it enough...
It feels like I have been kicked down again and again when it comes to school...this term has just been really rough...I'm learning a lot...but when it comes to proving what I know...I can't do it...
On the subway...I just didn't know what to do....I had so much rushing through my head...and then...I just decided to take out my bible....I read many versus on dealing with feeling like there's no more hope...or losing confidence....I came to this one:
Psalm 42
BOOK II : Psalms 42-72 1
As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My [c] soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon-from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me-
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
"Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?"
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
I felt better after reading this...that I should just keep trusting...and if I am supposed to be in engineering...with me persevering and trusting...things will work out
posted by David at 10:15 PM
3 Comments:
thats some good stuff...hang in there buddy..i kno its hard..every time u try to get bak up jus get shot down again :T
perserverance!but yahh totally kno the feeling... don't worry.it'll get better :P
take caresss
hang in there.. keep your chin up, pick your self up and keep walking.. if ever you stumble or fall.. the guys got your back =) keep smiling and working bro... ttyl
thanks for the encouragement guys
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